I can honestly say that I was never in love with you. for as much as I cried and for as much as I said it and all, I was merely infatuated with you. I don’t want what you want, I don’t feel I can connect with you on the same levels we connected on. I know this because I never saw myself with you for a very long time. and the fact that you wanted to put me waiting for a shitty relationship that wasn’t going to end is bullshit. you hurt me and I’m glad you did because that helped me. I know too that I wasn’t in love was how fast I bounced back. I don’t feel any tie to you anymore. maybe I just don’t form bonds with people, or you jut definitely weren’t the one. all I know is that I’m so relieved. the weight is lifted off my shoulder for not having to worry about that psycho girlfriend, not having anything to worry about. I thought everything was stressing me out, but really it was this fucked up situation that you put me through. thank you for helping me realized that I don’t need you, nor do I even want you in my life anymore. thank you, you ass.